In all honestly, I’m a terrible cook. I can cook little things really well. Spam, saimin, portuguese sausage, bacon…that I can do. I can do those things fairly well. Ask me to make anything else? I dunno. I do pretty ok with Penne and alfredo, I can do a Cannelloni pretty decent. Today I decided to do a Filipino dish. I don’t know how to cook Filipino anything. I know that it’s a watch and learn kind of culture…but I wasn’t too interested in the preparation as much as I was interested in the final product and the act of eating it. I was craving pork guisantes and I told Dan. He suggested that I make it for dinner. Now, I thought that he was a little crazy…pork guisantes for dinner…at his house? I didn’t know if his dad would eat it or not. His dad is a big steak and potato kind of guy. Filipino food? I dunno. I tried…and i kind of failed. It’s not inedible. It just doesn’t taste the same. We put too much tomato sauce. My mom ended up telling me that the tomato sauce was really just for the coloring than the flavor. I wish she had told me that before I put two cans of tomato sauce and a can of paste. Sigh. I made pork guisantes stew. It’s ok. Practice makes better. Next on my to try list is lumpia. I want to learn from the best. Unfortunately, Auntie Merced lives in Kalihi and I don’t want to drive all the way over there just to learn how to make lumpia. I’ll have to ask my mom…again. Those are the two filipino dishes that I want to master. Pork guisantes and lumpia. Once I get those things, I’ll be happy.
I decided to work a full 32 hours again. Now that’s only 8 hours away from full time, but that makes a big difference. I’ve gotten tired of not having cash…and I have a loan to pay for. I know nothing about my client other than it’s at a school that I’ve worked at and I’ve gone to. I’m crossing my fingers and hoping that the new building was opened so that I can sit in an air conditioned FSC next to the front parking lot because Makakilo is so damn hill-y. Damn those hills. I also decided to take on five classes this semester…because I want stress. I can do it though. I’m capable, I just need to prioritize. I need to set goals for this semester. I just…need to figure those out now. What’s different though from this semester and last semester is that I’m only going to school for 2 days. The other classes are online. Three to be exact. Well, that’s if I can even get into the classes. Two are open only to outer island kids. Bummer. I do hope I get into those classes though. Two writing intensive classes and a methods course. I’m asking for trouble. We’ll just see how that goes.






























my sweet buttercup, decided that I should have some kind of consequence for not finishing. What kind of consequence, you say? A $50 dollar fine. Seriously? Where am I going to pull that kind of money from? Jesus, that’s why I’m making presents this year, lol. I don’t intend to spend more than 30 bucks as a whole on yarn and what nots. Mmm…now I feel a bit delusional. Ah well.